hmms.cum update blogg lerhs.juz nw wenn vivo meet maii gurllfwens.dench after tt wenn tuu hab dinner wiib family nd' daddy nd' mummy derhs fwens.cuz daddy's busniess 20th anniversary.hmms.okays okays.end here foer toda cuz no mood update lerhs.wil update again wenn iie feel nd' wann tuu.takecaiirs guys.msg tuu 'him' DINO* - iie nehs tiink too much.iie reali never.iie tiink euure feelin reali hab faded foer mii lerhs bahs.nd' euue reali fall foer bel lerhs.hmms.sry tuu make euue pissed juz nw.iin e past,wenn iie ask euue iif we wil patch,euue oways tels mii tt we wil.bt juz nw,wenn iie ask euue tish quest again.euue told mii tt euure nt sure abt tiish osho.tish isint wat iie expected euue tuu say. =( at tt vehs moment,euue break maii hart again. =(iin e past,wenever euue tel mii tt we wil patch,iie oways believes iin euue nd' believe tt we wil reali patch,so iie waited foer euue,cuz iie noe euue wil b back.bt nw...shud iie continue nd' wait???
euue told mii tt bel nd' euue were juz normal fwens.okays,wiibout hesitation.once again,iie close maii eyes nd' believe euue.even iif euure lyin,iie stil choose tuu believe iin euure lies.euue muz b tiinkin,iits vehs silly of mii riite.iits okays.iiem willin tuu do any silly nd' foolish tiings foer euue.iie MEANT iit.euure reali e FIRST boii tt made mii go CRAZY nd' SILLY foer lurhs.duno whye emm iie so so so obsessed iin euue. =(iie reali LOVES euue alot.hopin tt one day euue wil b back...nehs noe nd' dream tt,euue wud tel mii euure nt sure iif we wil patch.iit reali breaks maii hart.iif iie cann turn back e time,on 170806,iie wil nehs say 'BREAK' tuu euue,even thou euue COLD mii.iie wil hold on tuu tiish relationship til e vehs last min til euue say break tuu mii.iie reali nehs expect maii feelins wud b so darn DEEP foer euue.iie tot,after break,iie wud foerget euue iin a short period of time,cuz our relationship onni last foer 1week.unfortunately,iie dint.iie nehs fail tuu cry foer e nex 2weeks after we broke off.no matter wat iie do,euue keep appear on maii mind.iie even dreamt of euue. ='(iie duno whye.reali duno whye,iie cant let go of euue.euure reali e FIRST boii,hu DRIVES mii go CRAZY.iie get paranoid wiibout euue. =(euue left indelible memories iin maii hart.euue gave mii e love iie wann bt osho left mii wiib a BROKEN heart.all maii fwens nd' sisters say tt euure nt worth of maii LOVE,TIME nd' TEARS.bt iie dunch giib deir words a damn.iie tot euue wud prove dem WRONG.iin e end,unfortunately... ... ... =(wat muz iie do,tuu make euue cum back tuu mii.iie reali duno.haiish* unless,one of dese days,euue tel mii tt,euue reali fall foer sum1 lerhs nd' dunch wann mii tuu waste maii time on euue.dench iie wil slowly giib euue up.unless euue tel mii euue dunch hab ANY FEELINS foer mii anymore.dench iie'll slowly walkk away...iif e time,euue cold mii iits bcuz,iiem too DEMANDIN.dench iie reali reali reali iish TOTALLY REGRET foer bein so DEMANDIN. ='( bcuz of euure sake,no matter how many gurlls euue hab around euue nd; all dose LOVE LOVE testi tt feels mii wiib pangs of JEALOUSY,iie oways close bof eyes nd' pretend tt iie saw NONE of dem.iiem once a person hu gets JEALOUS EASILY,bt bcuz of euue...iie CHANGE tiish attitude of mine.iiem osho tryin tuu change tuu b more UNDERSTANDIN nd' NOT DEMANDIN.bcuz of euue,iie travel alone tuu sembawang nd' travel back,even thou,iie HATE tuu b ALONE nd' LONELINESS>bt,bcuz of euue,iie DUNCH MIND.at tiish vehs moment,euue muz b tiinkin tt iiem reali e WORLD MOST SILLY person bahs.iits okays.iiem onni SILLY foer EUUE. =(* iif iie noe tt,dhatt day wud bbe a LAST day,euue calls mii 'darda' ; iie wil make sure tt iie hear iit attentively.* cuz iie wil nehs a chance to HEAR tiish again* iif iie noe tt,dhatt day wud bbe e LAST day,euue say 'i love you' tuu mii ; iie wil make sure tt iie wid rmb iit nd' nehs foerget.* cuz iie wil nehs hab a chance to HEAR tiish again* iif iie noe tt,dhatt day wud bbe e LAST day,euue say 'i miss you' tuu mii ; iie wil make sure tt iie wil keep iit iin maii heart til e vehs last beat.* cuz iie wil nehs hab a chance to HEAR tiish again* iif iie noe tt,dhatt day wud bbe e LAST day,euue HUG mii ; iie wil make sure iie wil HUG euue tighly nd' nehs LET euue GO.* cuz iie wil nehs hab a CHANCE tuu DO tiish againDINO DINO * ; our LOVE iish juz lyk FIREWORKS.thou iits juz a SHORT moment.bt iits vehs BEAUTIFUL nd' hard tuu FOERGET. INDELIBLE MEMORIES.euue LEFT a DEEP SCAR iin maii HEART. ='(LOVES EUUE MANY MANY STILL !!!
now iie've LOST everything ,
cuz euure GONE forever more
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